Have you ever wanted to be a missionary? Have you ever wondered what is it like to a be a missionary? After living here in Bolivia for almost a year, I can tell you that I have and faint idea of what being a missionary is.
When I first heard about missions and that Jesus was coming soon, I really wanted to give my life for the gospel. (I really didn't know what I was getting into) I told my self and maybe prayed that I wanted to die working for the Lord. We worked for 6 years in the Tennessee. There were times where we didn't have money and God provided. There were times when we needed health (for our children) and He showed His power. He was always faithful and He still is. If I were to write all the things God did for us, you probably would get tired and not read this whole post, so I will try to keep it short.
This part in the bible has a new meaning to me.
The Cost of Discipleship
57 Now it happened as they journeyed on the road, that someone said to Him, “Lord, I will follow You wherever You go.” 58 And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”
Here we see someone who wanted to be one of Jesus’ disciples. In the next verse Jesus warns him that being his disciple was hard. He had nothing (no material possession) to offer him. Perhaps Jesus was telling him “ I don't even own a pillow”
59 Then He said to another, “Follow Me.”
But he said, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.” 60 Jesus said to him, “Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and preach the kingdom of God.”
It seems here that this man wants to follow Jesus but gives first wants finish something in his life.
61 And another also said, “Lord, I will follow You, but let me first go and bid them farewell who are at my house.” 62 But Jesus said to him, “No one, having put his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.”
This last verse is a though one to swallow. We sometimes feel that we are looking back.
When we lived in TN, we lived far from family. If we wanted to see them we had to drive 15 hrs north or 12 hours south. It was more doable. Here we are about 7 hours away by airplane. I think this has been one of the toughest part of being far away from family. Especially now that all these holidays are getting closers.
Being a missionary overseas its not easy. Being a missionary at home is easier. I know, I was there. Each one of us is called to be a missionary where-ever we are and I truly believe that you can be one in the area where you live. I truly believe that you first have to be a missionary at home in your house, in your neighborhood, to then be able to be a missionary overseas. I know and have heard people say “why am I going to be a missionary overseas if there is a lot of work here?”. That is true! But not all that say that, are actually doing something where they live. Can you tell me how many people from your church are active missionaries in their area? Probably a few. We have, as church and as individuals to get active because… The harvest truly is great, but the laborers are few…
There is a cost of being a disciple, we are learning that. Like I said before, its not easy but I wouldn't change it because I have seen the hand of God in our lives. We are NOT rich! I would say that we are the opposite. We have left our careers, we have left our families, we have left our possessions. Are we perfect now because we have done all that? Not at all. The Father will ONLY accept Christ' perfect life reflected in us. I still think that God has to work a lot in changing our character, our weaknesses, our failures. For the world, for our families and even people from church, we are seeing as losers. Oh Yes! We are losers, and we hope to continue loosing more, more of the world that still lives within us. I don't want you to think that we are better. We are not! I just want you to give Him the opportunity to work in your life in a different way. I just want you to experience to live a life where you see God working every day in your life. If we don't leave our confort zone we won't see fully the power of God. Yes, there is a cost to be a missionary, but the biggest cost was already payed when He died on the cross. Our salvation is sure! Lets share that with others!
Update on the airplane situation:
Today we got good news. They didn't find anything, something we already knew, but the police sometimes would do anything for a bribe. Thank your so much for your prayers on this situation.
Airplanes will start flying soon again.
Update on the church:
In one of my first post, I mentioned that our church needed helped. Small donations have being made, which have helped to make the church look a little better. The walls inside the church were moldy, they have been painted and now look nice. The church needs pews. All we have are plastic chairs, and when we have visits there are not enough chairs for them or for the members. For Sabbath school, the children have to take their plastic chairs to where they are going to have the lessons. The rooms for the different sabbath school classes are still unfinished. There is not roof on any of the rooms. The little path to go to the bathroom is muddy all the time. It needs cement otherwise everybody that goes to the bathroom or to their sabbath school get their shoes full of mud. There is only one bathroom that the church shares with the people who take care of the church. It would be nice if the church could have its own bathroom.Any donation of any amount will help to the church. If you feel convicted to help, please do so. Below you will find the information to where and how to do it. We really appreciate your help.
If you can’t donate. Can you please pray for the church and its members? Thank you so much!
If you want to help this little church you can send your donation specifying "Pedro Lorenzo Church BOLIVIA".
Click the link below.
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Unwanted People
George, the director for “El albergue” project had invited us to eat after church. As we enter the doors of “el albergue” we started to feel a little uncomfortable. We had people staring at us, like if we were some weird creatures, suddenly the patients started to follow us. They kept looking at us. I won’t lie to you! It was a bit awkward.
George, has two “albergues”, one is for patience that hospitals or their families don't want to care for any longer. Usually these are elderly people, and if George doesn't get these patience they will end up o the streets. The second, the one we were visiting that sabbath is for the mentally disable. Most of the people we saw there were young. Each with their own story. You can only imagen why or how they got to that point. I felt a little scared, specially because I was with my 2 children. People with psychiatric problems can change emotionally in seconds, they can become mad, sad etc. They had a very strange look in their eyes but in their own way, they were happy to see new people. A few of the female patience got close to us and started to talk to us. As we interacted with them, you start to warm up and feel more comfortable. George and the people that volunteers there (mainly 2 or 3 people) work very hard. They don't have vacations or weekends off. They have to cook for the patiences in the two houses everyday, plus, they have to take care of the patiences physical needs as well, meaning they have to be treated like children, from taking them to the potty to feeding them. George is from Romania, and came to Bolivia to be a temporary missionary but when he saw the big need, he decided to stay. More the 5 years have passed since he started these projects.
Can you please pray for him, his projects and the people he takes care of. He needs more permanent volunteers. He needs better facilities to better take care of the “unwanted” people that Jesus loves and died for.
Last year I when to both “Albergues" to visit and to make a video so that you can see first hand what is to be a missionary! If you feel inspired for what you just watched, please share it with someone else.
VIDEO of the Unwanted people. Click here to watch!
If you want to Donate to this project just click the link below and write George or AME Bolivia.
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Happy Holidays from the Jaen family!





